seems like its been forever since i last did my journal. And loads has happened since then.

Brighton was really cool. Met up with some friends we hadnt seen in ages, including my best friend from school Jenni. we'd all got rooms in the same hotel, it was just some tacky travelodge, but it didnt matter. Got pizza delivered which got us into trouble with the girl on the desk who was really snotty about it. But ha! fuck you bitch, we has got pizza ! 

The club was great; had dance stuff downstairs but oldstyle electro upstairs (depechemode, erasure, petshopboys, bronski beat etc) which was really cool. 

at one point a couple of blokes tried to crack onto us, they were really freaked when laura and i started kissing. ha.

took a couple of pills, but they werent great. 

went back to the hotel and crashed out. At one point laura suggested that jenni join us in bed, but to be honest i'm glad she didnt. I've known her since school, it would have been too wierd ! So she went back to her room, and laura and i just snuggled up. 

work is manic at the moment, we have so many projects going on. and i'm so tired ! ! but it's nearly the weekend. Don't think we have anything planned, but that suits me just fine. Could do with a couple of days of doing fuck all !

it's really wet and miserable in work at the moment. But it doesn't matter, because i still have that rosy glow of someone who had an awesome valentines day ! 

first we had a wonderful meal last night, with a luscious red wine, and then we went upstairs. Now, i'd promised her we were going to play, and play we did. First though i changed into a black thong and bra and the black stockings with the red tops i mentioned before. She was just wearing a white basque, it's one of my favourite things for her to wear. 

i gagged her and tied her face down over a bench, and then used my riding crop on her bare behind and the top of her thighs. Because she was gagged she couldn't use her safeword, but i know how much she likes, and how far i can push her. i must have got close though because she was squealing and shaking by the end of it all.

After, i just cuddled up to her in bed. i also got a big thick red marker pen like they use on flipcharts, and drew big red heart shapes around the sore spots on her ass. i've told her she can't wash them off until sunday. 

i'm so happy it's friday, i'm so tired this week. Need to get some good sleep tonight though, we're going to brighton this weekend. Squeee !

... to one and all ! 

second blog from me, and i have to say i'm really liking livejournal more than myspace. Feels like i've finally got somewhere i can write down my more private thoughts.

i've picked an icon - if you can't read the text it says ' bite your tongue now, or starve forever. ' i liked the picture as much as anything lol. Mmmmm blood. 

the meeting the other day went on to 6.30 grrr. Fucking Creative director really likes the sound of his own voice. i didn't get home until quarter to 8. Laura cooked a really nice thai curry though and then we just cuddled up and watched tv. 

Valentine's Day today.... i know some people think it's really commercialised and stuff, but i still think it's nice. This morning Laura and i swapped cards - hers to me was really cute and sweet, mine to her was really saucy lol. i've promised her a play session tonight, so really looking forward to that.

have to go out at lunchtime to get something for my mother's birthday ( next week ) - but it's raining. i dunno - i guess after the few nice days we've had i thought it would be sunny or something. And i have no umbrella. 

it can wait until the weekend.

well this is my first entry, and i'm really excited about joining livejournal.

I've been on myspace for a while, but it started to frustrate me, i can't post that much about what i like and don't like, so i figured this would be easier. 

i've already put some stuff in my bio, but i'm going to work on it more later.

not much else to say really - i'm doing this in my lunch break - really not that productive, is it ? never mind though. I'm staying late tonight for a session with one of the creative partners, so they'll have their pound of flesh out of me today. 

can't believe it's nearly valentine's day already. Me and Laura are just planning a night in, nothing too elaborate. But i have bought some beautiful new stockings - black hold ups with red lace at the top. i think they'll blow her mind ! 

/ more later. ( after work ! )